It started in a bedroom that I shared with my ex-girlfriend for three weeks after we broke up

no no no wait

It started when my mom told me
The greatest form of comedy
Is when your insults are pointed at yourself so I wrote a joke
Then I wrote a few more
Then I started writing songs now I'm stuck now I'm stuck
And now

All I want is the feeling of a job well done
To last for a little more than a moment
Before I forget and get to scared to be around anyone

No one likes a pisces who can't help themselves
But still won't take any advice from anyone else
"You should really increase your intake of leafy greens"
"Stop sleeping so much"
"Have you thought about not being so fucking mean to yourself?"

Oh sure I never thought of that one no you're right
I must just *like* feeling like shit all the time
"Well if you peel back the layers of this arms length sarcasm you might realize that sometimes you look forward to going home alone"

Home Alone

Feeling lonely and ugly and everything in between

Its thanks to this
Self possessed
Obsessive
Overthinking
Ego
That's constantly craving validation and sympathy
I started writing all these songs in the first place
And that's how I know
That's how I know I'm a Pisces

"You can't just keep blaming all your problems on astrology eventually you have to start taking responsibility for your actions and actively trying to change or improve up these things that you hate so much about yourself."

Oh yeah well just watch me.