It started in a bedroom that I shared with my ex-girlfriend for three weeks after we broke up no no no wait It started when my mom told me The greatest form of comedy Is when your insults are pointed at yourself so I wrote a joke Then I wrote a few more Then I started writing songs now I'm stuck now I'm stuck And now All I want is the feeling of a job well done To last for a little more than a moment Before I forget and get to scared to be around anyone No one likes a pisces who can't help themselves But still won't take any advice from anyone else "You should really increase your intake of leafy greens" "Stop sleeping so much" "Have you thought about not being so fucking mean to yourself?" Oh sure I never thought of that one no you're right I must just *like* feeling like shit all the time "Well if you peel back the layers of this arms length sarcasm you might realize that sometimes you look forward to going home alone" Home Alone Feeling lonely and ugly and everything in between Its thanks to this Self possessed Obsessive Overthinking Ego That's constantly craving validation and sympathy I started writing all these songs in the first place And that's how I know That's how I know I'm a Pisces "You can't just keep blaming all your problems on astrology eventually you have to start taking responsibility for your actions and actively trying to change or improve up these things that you hate so much about yourself." Oh yeah well just watch me.

I don't know How hard it was for you to pack up and go But I thought It took a lot of guts for you to show us your bones Say oh say Tell me again how it feels to stray From your friends From your home Cause that's a feeling I know Singing to yourself Singing to yourself Singing to yourself It's the only song that you ever wrote anyone remembers anymore But now it goes Hold Up They don't love you like I do Hold up They don't live you like I do hold up They don't love you like I do Hold Up Or was it something else? Or was it something else? Or was it something else? Wait I was wrong You were right It never lasts